An update...

So, its been a while since I last posted here. A lot has happened good and bad.

Let's start. Well I did get out and see that boy and it was a great day. It wasn't what I thought would happen, but I liked what happened towards the end. I lied down across his legs and he brought his arms over my chest. We were in the back of the nissan cube. There wasn't enough space so we went in the back. That was the best ride back to my friends house. Really romantic. Now I miss him.

You ask yourselves why am I missing him when I can text him or call him. Well thats the thing. It brings up the bad things that have happened. They way I saw it was the when Call of Duty: Black Ops came out he put his video game before me. All he did was play COD. What a way to set his priorities and that got me mad. I confronted him about and we sorted it out or at least I thought. He told me he was sick. I told my friends and one of them tells me he is lying. I believe him, but I don't know what to think. I just told him to be careful while taking his meds and not to overdose. I hope he gets well soon so I can see him.

This one guy who I added me facebook claimed to know me when he didn't. I accepted him and then we started chatting. What he did next was creepy. He stalked my photos and profile. Creepy much?  I think so.  I told him and he was like "I know" I was like wtf? You're mega weird. Then he asked me when are you going to take me out for dinner? I was like "Woah chill there I don't even know you and you want me to take you out on a date?" He was like "yeah sure why not?" I said "I don't even know you very well and you want me to take you out". So it has been weird with that kid.

I just realized that I have 4 more weeks of school before the semester is over. That is quick and time is not on my side. I still have a lot to do and its not homework related.

Oh my ex started talking to me again and it has been ok. Today I saw him and we just chilled. We watched movies. After today I am confused on who I like now. I still have feelings for him, but I also have feelings for the other boy. Im just so confused. Ugh I hate this...

I also got into a huge fight with one of my friends and that lasted well not a long time, but it did seem like it was forever. I was just trying to protect my bff and then I said something and thats where he got mad at me. I was getting so tired with it I didn't care if I lost him as a friend. In the end, I had to make things right and we dropped the whole thing. Now we are playing a mean joke on all of our friends around us. They still think we are not friends and hate each other. We are going to make a scene and then just laugh it off.

Ugh... I have a headache right now and I think its because Im lacking sleep. Then I have swimming tomorrow, but Im looking forward to it because we are diving now and that is mega fun. I just hate it when my goggles come down and I cant afford to open my eyes in the water. There's just to much chlorine in there and I'll end up with super red irritated eyes.

What else?

Im sorry for taking so long to post. I don't know who reads my posts because no one has written comments on my posts other than that other boy who got comment cherry. Other than that no one. So sorry to you, my readers.

Maybe I'll post tomorrow. Can't wait for Thursday midnight thats when Harry Potter: The Deathly Hallows Part 1 shows. Got my ticket and so my friends just got to wait it out in line lol. I am soooo stoked!!

Laters.