Excited for tomorrow

Today was tiring. I've been sleeping late and have been having trouble to get up in the morning. Getting up late leads to me being late to class. Yesterday I was late and today I was late once again. Tomorrow I have no class which is beast! Along with today I had swimming. That tired me out BIG time. Don't get me wrong I love it and I like swimming, but damn today we started to doing the turns and I ended up with so much water up my nose that my head hurts a little right now.

So the reason Im excited for tomorrow is because I get to see the boy I just met. Not only that, but we both have feelings for each other. He dedicated a song to me and oh my gosh I loved. I told asked him if thats how he felts towards me and he said it fully described how he felt towards me. Im still trying to find a song to dedicate to him. I know I have a lot so trying to find will be kind of hard in the 2200 songs that I have. For him nothing is impossible.

I dont know what to expect tomorrow, but I know that both of us will have a good time. And no Im not talking about anything sexual going down. More along the lines of love and affection for each other. Love is not about sex. Although a lot of people associate it with love. Sure it is part of love and should have a balance in there too, but not all the time or even before getting to know the person.

Oh and I had to cut off one of my friends. He had a big crush on me and I liked him as a friend. I was starting to fall for him, but then I met the other boy and I immediately fell for him. The way things were going with the friend I cut off it would have caused problems for me in the future. It was probably the hardest thing I did, but I want to do this right. My last relationship was way too fast and complex. If this turns out well then I will try to talk to him again if he wants to. I've never done this and if he doesn't want to talk to me anymore then Im sorry. I wont force him to do anything or would I force anyone to do anything.

Couple of things to do tomorrow morning: 1) Wash my car 2) get a haircut 3) shower 4) get gas and then go and get him. Just a couple of hours more and the wait will be over.