Two more weeks...

I've been so busy lately sometimes I get lost. I just need two more weeks and I'm done with the semester. I just have to take a final next week and one this week and Im done. Oh I also forgot one final for swimming on Thursday. I dont count it as a final because it will be easy, but I do have to remember what everything means. Especially the IMs and the cycles and when do they change. Its not so hard, but it can mess with you.

I've been thinking about the future too much especially how I will be leaving to UT Austin next semester. There are a couple of things I will miss dearly. They are my parents, brother and best friends. Im sure I will get homesick real soon and will want to come back, but I have to remain strong and achieve my goals. My six closest friends will be missed dearly. They have helped me so much with coming out and helping me with my relationships that I dont know how I can ever repay them. They have done so much for me the list and experiences are to long to be written down.

I try to spend as much time with them as possible. Not only my friends, but also my parents and my brother. My brother has complained that he doesnt want me to go and he will miss me a lot, it makes me sad when he tells me because I know I will miss him a lot. We're only a year apart and we have been through a lot. My mom will also miss me a lot and she has also told me and I can see it when she tells me and that also makes me sad. Im sure I will cry when they leave me and I will cry with my friends no doubt about that.

I have to make the most of the time I have here at home while I still can.

On another note, I will be leaving this weekend, well taking off Friday, to go paintballing. Im excited, but the person I wanted to go will not be joining us so Im a little bummed because of it. It's alright a weekend filled with paintballing is very exciting and fun.

Wednesdays I dont have class and tomorrow I have to wake up really early for a meeting. I usually wake up at 9 am everyday, but tomorrow I will be waking up at 7 am!! That is way too early for me, then I can come home and sleep some more and do the online test that I need in order for me to be done with the class.

What else..?

We've been putting Christmas decorations which is always fun for me and Ive liked so much. Christmas is probably the best time of the year! I love it. Not because of the presents, but because the family always gets united and we make lots of parties. Its fun. Its the spirit. The joy. Happiness. Ah! Im getting excited already, but I have to remain focused on my schoolwork then I can let loose.

So its been cold these past few days and Im hating it with a passion. Me and cold are not in good terms and never have been. I rather take of layers in the summer than freeze myself even when I have layers of clothes.

That's it for now...

Laters.