Wow!
Lately there hasn't been time to write I feel like the day needs more hours so that I can accomplish everything. Today Im booked for sure and Im not sure if I'll be able to post although I did want to.
Today, my friends and I are going paintballing and Im looking forward to it! :D Then later concession once again and today we definitely have to go because yesterday we didn't. Yesterday I spent time with my friends once again. Just knowing the fact that I have less than 2 weeks here before I leave makes me sad. I have to squeeze is so many goodbye parties and make time for my friends and family.
Things I will for sure talk about in a next post for sure and I mean for sure are:
1) What a Posada is
2) What I got for Christmas and how it went
3) How New Years will be spent
4) The boys in my life lol
5) The daily activities that I do
6) How Paintball went today
Yeah, its going to be a long post, but I hope you enjoy it. Comments are always greatly appreciated it! I'll make several paragraphs so it makes it easier to read.
Oh things to show (in pics):
1) Christmas tree
2) Me in my paintball uniform
3) Umm any other suggestions? Keep it clean though Im not going to post a picture of me nude or showing anything just so you know ;) Comment though, it doesnt hurt to ask
Well got to go and get ready...
Lates,
John.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas to all of my readers!
Sorry, if, I haven't posted and I know I told you guys I would, but this week was really busy like always. I'm a busy man, sorry. I will write about what a posada is and what happens.
I'm tired and going to bed soon, but I decided that I would post this for all my readers!
Enjoy your holidays!
Sorry, if, I haven't posted and I know I told you guys I would, but this week was really busy like always. I'm a busy man, sorry. I will write about what a posada is and what happens.
I'm tired and going to bed soon, but I decided that I would post this for all my readers!
Enjoy your holidays!
Sunday, December 19, 2010
It's almost here!
I know it's been a while since I lasted posted, but I have been busy with decorating the house and going to the basketball games and working the concession stand.
Yesterday, we played Texas Tech and the rumor was that the game was going to bring in a lot of people. Well guess what?... It did! I mean a lot of people ordered from our stand. I attended over 300 people before the game had even started. Our stand probably saw more than 1000 customers after the half time. I had to restock my cups, lids and ice a couple of times before half time. Usually everyone buys food or beverages at halftime, but there was a constant flow of customers before half time. When half time arrived it was a nightmare. Don't get me wrong I had a blast. At one time I saw the cashier box and I thought "Damn, I'm rich!" of course it isn't my money, but it was the side I was taking orders from.
During the game, a lady approached me and said "I was walking by and my husband had ordered food and YOU forgot to give him the water" I was like "Oh I'm sorry" as soon as I had said that my supervisor was there to see what was up. My supervisor trusts me over the customers because she knows how I work and that I never forget anything in a order. So my supervisor said "What is the problem, ma'am?" and the lady repeated herself. My supervisor asked "is your husband around?" and the lady said "No, but he *pointed at me* forgot to give him his water. I just came by to pick it up". My supervisor hesitated and the lady said "I just want to get the water and I don't want to get this young man in trouble" (as if she thought my supervisor would have been mad at me, but to the contrary she was getting mad at the lady). My supervisor just said "ok" and handed her the water. When the lady left, I said, "Miss, I don't remember this lady and why couldn't the husband come back? There is no way she can prove that we didn't give her husband a water because he didn't come and pick it up" she said "yeah, I know, but whatever I was going to start something, but then I'll get in trouble and cause a big problem, I decided to keep my mouth shut." I was furious at this point because first of all the lady couldn't prove it and she blamed me specifically. Out of all the boys there she put the finger on me maybe because I look young and I am more prone into getting into trouble because the assumed lack of experience? I remember my customers faces and if they were recent, their orders too, but I clearly did not see this woman anywhere. I think she robbed from us, a bottle of water, you are probably thinking it's just a bottle of water and true it is, but it costs $3.25 and we end up losing that money and to top it off she blames me! If she stole from us wow, I can't believe people would do that just for a bottle of water. We accept credit cards and there is even an ATM machine in front of our stand, but no they are just to greedy.
After closing we had 30 or more hot dogs for the band that no one came by to pick up for them so we grabbed some and ate some. One lady came by and asked if we could give her some of our left overs and we just told her we had some hot dogs. She asked for two and I gave her two. As soon as she turned to leave a boy about 12 to 13 years old came up and asked "how much are those *pointing to the hotdogs the lady had*" I said, "uhhh...those... are... free. How many do you want?" He just brought one finger and I gave it to him and told him "if anyone asks tell them you bought it" he said ok. The reason why I told him to say that he bought it was because I didn't want random people coming over and asking for hotdogs. It would be weird and wrong of us having a line of people getting free hotdogs. I walked out and saw the kid walking back to the game and I have him a thumbs up and he smiled. I thought it was cute how he approached the stand asked for a hotdog.
Afterwards, I went to one of my friends birthday party and it was pretty chill. Had lots of laughs and yelling, but playing around though. We then watched Aliens 2, which I have seen before, but it was good watching it again with friend who hadn't even seen it.
Yesterday and today I've been putting up my Christmas tree, yeah I know it's late, but I have family coming over on Wednesday for a Posada (word is in spanish). For those of you who don't know what it is, I'll tell you tomorrow in another post. Besides the tree I've been putting up Garlen on the rails for the stairs. I've just been busy busy. Oh we got a new fridge which I like because it's very spacious and its silver! Also, a dishwasher too, me and my bro hauled out the old one onto the curve for anyone to take it, free of charge!
So Christmas is almost here and I'm excited!! I still need to go buy my parents and my brother something! I'm running out of time!
I'm not sure what else to write and I know I'm forgetting something, but I don't know what exactly. I think it's the fact that talking to guys from the GYC is fun and we become friends, but all of a sudden they stop talking to you. Ugh I hate it when that happens because it's like ok so they add you on facebook, but they never talk to you again. Even through messages from the GYC, guys just stop talking to you and you're like wtf just happened. I mean if you're going to request me at least talk to me in a constant flow of time. Argh! I guess I'm just a little pissed off because of the boy I thought liked me just vanishes and I don't hear from him. It seems like I'm putting all the effort and I don't see his half. In the beginning I did, but now its different. I'm just confused. Maybe it's other things and I'm already blaming it on him. All I can say is "Time will tell'.
That's it for now. I'll post pictures of my Christmas tree for you guys to see and let you know how big my tree is! Lol. I'll also let you guys know what a Posada is. I do concession tomorrow, again! Two games in a row women's then men's basketball. Well...
Lates. :)
Yesterday, we played Texas Tech and the rumor was that the game was going to bring in a lot of people. Well guess what?... It did! I mean a lot of people ordered from our stand. I attended over 300 people before the game had even started. Our stand probably saw more than 1000 customers after the half time. I had to restock my cups, lids and ice a couple of times before half time. Usually everyone buys food or beverages at halftime, but there was a constant flow of customers before half time. When half time arrived it was a nightmare. Don't get me wrong I had a blast. At one time I saw the cashier box and I thought "Damn, I'm rich!" of course it isn't my money, but it was the side I was taking orders from.
During the game, a lady approached me and said "I was walking by and my husband had ordered food and YOU forgot to give him the water" I was like "Oh I'm sorry" as soon as I had said that my supervisor was there to see what was up. My supervisor trusts me over the customers because she knows how I work and that I never forget anything in a order. So my supervisor said "What is the problem, ma'am?" and the lady repeated herself. My supervisor asked "is your husband around?" and the lady said "No, but he *pointed at me* forgot to give him his water. I just came by to pick it up". My supervisor hesitated and the lady said "I just want to get the water and I don't want to get this young man in trouble" (as if she thought my supervisor would have been mad at me, but to the contrary she was getting mad at the lady). My supervisor just said "ok" and handed her the water. When the lady left, I said, "Miss, I don't remember this lady and why couldn't the husband come back? There is no way she can prove that we didn't give her husband a water because he didn't come and pick it up" she said "yeah, I know, but whatever I was going to start something, but then I'll get in trouble and cause a big problem, I decided to keep my mouth shut." I was furious at this point because first of all the lady couldn't prove it and she blamed me specifically. Out of all the boys there she put the finger on me maybe because I look young and I am more prone into getting into trouble because the assumed lack of experience? I remember my customers faces and if they were recent, their orders too, but I clearly did not see this woman anywhere. I think she robbed from us, a bottle of water, you are probably thinking it's just a bottle of water and true it is, but it costs $3.25 and we end up losing that money and to top it off she blames me! If she stole from us wow, I can't believe people would do that just for a bottle of water. We accept credit cards and there is even an ATM machine in front of our stand, but no they are just to greedy.
After closing we had 30 or more hot dogs for the band that no one came by to pick up for them so we grabbed some and ate some. One lady came by and asked if we could give her some of our left overs and we just told her we had some hot dogs. She asked for two and I gave her two. As soon as she turned to leave a boy about 12 to 13 years old came up and asked "how much are those *pointing to the hotdogs the lady had*" I said, "uhhh...those... are... free. How many do you want?" He just brought one finger and I gave it to him and told him "if anyone asks tell them you bought it" he said ok. The reason why I told him to say that he bought it was because I didn't want random people coming over and asking for hotdogs. It would be weird and wrong of us having a line of people getting free hotdogs. I walked out and saw the kid walking back to the game and I have him a thumbs up and he smiled. I thought it was cute how he approached the stand asked for a hotdog.
Afterwards, I went to one of my friends birthday party and it was pretty chill. Had lots of laughs and yelling, but playing around though. We then watched Aliens 2, which I have seen before, but it was good watching it again with friend who hadn't even seen it.
Yesterday and today I've been putting up my Christmas tree, yeah I know it's late, but I have family coming over on Wednesday for a Posada (word is in spanish). For those of you who don't know what it is, I'll tell you tomorrow in another post. Besides the tree I've been putting up Garlen on the rails for the stairs. I've just been busy busy. Oh we got a new fridge which I like because it's very spacious and its silver! Also, a dishwasher too, me and my bro hauled out the old one onto the curve for anyone to take it, free of charge!
So Christmas is almost here and I'm excited!! I still need to go buy my parents and my brother something! I'm running out of time!
I'm not sure what else to write and I know I'm forgetting something, but I don't know what exactly. I think it's the fact that talking to guys from the GYC is fun and we become friends, but all of a sudden they stop talking to you. Ugh I hate it when that happens because it's like ok so they add you on facebook, but they never talk to you again. Even through messages from the GYC, guys just stop talking to you and you're like wtf just happened. I mean if you're going to request me at least talk to me in a constant flow of time. Argh! I guess I'm just a little pissed off because of the boy I thought liked me just vanishes and I don't hear from him. It seems like I'm putting all the effort and I don't see his half. In the beginning I did, but now its different. I'm just confused. Maybe it's other things and I'm already blaming it on him. All I can say is "Time will tell'.
That's it for now. I'll post pictures of my Christmas tree for you guys to see and let you know how big my tree is! Lol. I'll also let you guys know what a Posada is. I do concession tomorrow, again! Two games in a row women's then men's basketball. Well...
Lates. :)
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Wednesday
Not my favorite day of the week.
Things I did today:
I woke up late, due to the fact that I went to bed late. I stayed up playing COD: Black Ops for the xbox 360 online. If you guys play then I wouldnt mind having you guys play with me, just give me your gamertag (inbox me).
Then I was asked to leave the house by my brother. He just needed the house for himself and his gf. Yeah, his own private time, but Im cool with it. I had already asked him once before so I owed him one time. During the 2 hour period that I was gone, I went to Target and Best Buy just to look around. I found some interesting things I wouldnt mind having, but I dont have the money. Oh well.
Then I decided to go home. It was clear to go home I asked before I headed out.
I came home and ate some food my brother made and just relaxed for a while. At around 5 I left to work at the concession once again. I love doing it so it wasnt like the worst feeling, but I did feel a bit lazy to go. We prepped and started doing our thing. This time it was a bit more busier than last time and I liked it. Our nachos orders got backed up because we had so many to deliver and some of our sodas ran out too. Our hotdogs also got backordered. So a lot of the food that we sold got backed up. The max I charged someone today was $51 on just food and beverages. I thought it was insane just to spend that much money on yourself, wife and 3 kids.
We cleaned up and closed up. Next one is on Saturday and our supervisor told us its supposed to be a lot busier than today because we play a bigger school. Im excited already just to see how many people we get. It should be lots of fun.
I got home and my parents started talking to me about my housing and financial status to the school Ill be transferring to this coming spring semester. Im already excited. We started looking at apartments to stay in and this is really exciting.
Now, Im just sitting here typing this post, but I have a headache that wont go away. I think its because Im tired? or sleepy? or both. So Im going to bed, I hate having headaches! Argh!
Lates.
Things I did today:
I woke up late, due to the fact that I went to bed late. I stayed up playing COD: Black Ops for the xbox 360 online. If you guys play then I wouldnt mind having you guys play with me, just give me your gamertag (inbox me).
Then I was asked to leave the house by my brother. He just needed the house for himself and his gf. Yeah, his own private time, but Im cool with it. I had already asked him once before so I owed him one time. During the 2 hour period that I was gone, I went to Target and Best Buy just to look around. I found some interesting things I wouldnt mind having, but I dont have the money. Oh well.
Then I decided to go home. It was clear to go home I asked before I headed out.
I came home and ate some food my brother made and just relaxed for a while. At around 5 I left to work at the concession once again. I love doing it so it wasnt like the worst feeling, but I did feel a bit lazy to go. We prepped and started doing our thing. This time it was a bit more busier than last time and I liked it. Our nachos orders got backed up because we had so many to deliver and some of our sodas ran out too. Our hotdogs also got backordered. So a lot of the food that we sold got backed up. The max I charged someone today was $51 on just food and beverages. I thought it was insane just to spend that much money on yourself, wife and 3 kids.
We cleaned up and closed up. Next one is on Saturday and our supervisor told us its supposed to be a lot busier than today because we play a bigger school. Im excited already just to see how many people we get. It should be lots of fun.
I got home and my parents started talking to me about my housing and financial status to the school Ill be transferring to this coming spring semester. Im already excited. We started looking at apartments to stay in and this is really exciting.
Now, Im just sitting here typing this post, but I have a headache that wont go away. I think its because Im tired? or sleepy? or both. So Im going to bed, I hate having headaches! Argh!
Lates.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Yesterday's Somewhat Boring Day's Post
Yesterday was rather boring throughout the whole day. It went like this:
I woke up late to church, so I hurriedly put on some jeans, a polo and a sweater. I rushed to brush my teeth and comb my messy hair. We took off to church. We then came back home and I got to drive the M3 once again. Its been a while since Ive driven that car, although I see it everyday in the garage parked to my car it is rare for me to drive it.
We got home and started making breakfast. I was still tired so I kind of let my brother and mom do all the cooking. Yeah I know Im bad, but hey at least I toasted the bread. I was just reading the newspaper on the couch most of the time. There is always a drug violence article in the newspaper, it never fails.
Got done with breakfast and then went upstairs to take a nap. I took a 3 hour nap and then woke up to get ready. A couple of friend and I were volunteering at our schools concession stand for the basketball game. I took a quick shower and got ready. I was supposed to meet a friend at 4:45 pm, but I ended up getting there like at 5:05 pm. He got mad, but I told him to take a chill pill.
This was his first time and Ive been doing these for quite some time so I know all the drills and rules. When we got there we started prepping by bringing ice for the fountain drinks, making carriers for drinks and nachos, making popcorn, and bringing out the cups and lids. My supervisor broke us up into teams. My usual partner and myself were like the trainers. The two newbies (my friends) were given new positions. One was with me he was nothing, but my cashier. I did all the drinks. My other friend was doing nothing, but getting the cashiers orders like getting water, nachos, popcorn, hot dogs and sausages. There was another kid who I didnt know, but he was drink provider for my usual partner. There were 3 stations. I was in one my partner was in the other one and in the last one I had my supervisor. There are only two fountain drink dispensers so myself and the other kid have to be ready to attend the customers on our left and right.
Anyways, the game wasnt even packed, there were people, but not as many as other times. I expected a lot of customers, but it was quite dead. I like it when theres a ton of people to help because it makes it exciting, but not this time. It would have shown the newbies how it really gets, but maybe next time. Public events such as Cirque du Soliel are a lot funner too because there are twice as many people and we can sell beer. We have to pour the beer so I have experience in that AND we can put a tip cup which we can make money. The bad thing is I havent done a public event in a while. The ones that I did do were awesome because I got to Kiss and AC/DC for free just because I was working at the concession stand.
My school raped (sorry for the language) the other team real bad so people left really early. We closed up 5 minutes into the third quarter and started cleaning up. We got to eat some of the leftover hot dogs and took some popcorn home. The food paid off especially since we were all hungry. When business was slow I had my friends to talk to so that was good to keep each other busy and entertained.
We then left and our supervisor told us that if we wanted to come and help out on Wednesday and Saturday that would be great. I signed up for both days because I love doing this. The 4 of us signed up for Wednesday and 3 of us for Saturday, one wasnt sure if he would be free to go.
We drove to my friends house to chill, but he ended getting a call from his parents that he had to go to another city an hour away to drop off some meds. He was angry at that and we decided to take off. They invited us to go along with them, but I wasnt in the mood to be on the road for an hour and a half.
I came home and gave my mom the popcorn I had because she was watching a movie. I sat and watched the movie till it ended. I stopped at the laundry room and took most of our clothes upstairs. I do all the separating of clothes for me and my brother. He is very lazy and it irritates me when it comes to his clothes. My brother and his room is.... a mess! Thats a different story.
I put my clothes away and got on my laptop till around 2 am. I was tired and headed out to bed.
That sums up yesterday, pretty boring day, actually.
Oh I recommend the new Deadmau5 album 4x4=12 its really good. For those of you who dont know him, he plays techno music and djs for other artists as well. Check it out if you're into techno/trance/house music.
Until my next post.
Lates.
I woke up late to church, so I hurriedly put on some jeans, a polo and a sweater. I rushed to brush my teeth and comb my messy hair. We took off to church. We then came back home and I got to drive the M3 once again. Its been a while since Ive driven that car, although I see it everyday in the garage parked to my car it is rare for me to drive it.
We got home and started making breakfast. I was still tired so I kind of let my brother and mom do all the cooking. Yeah I know Im bad, but hey at least I toasted the bread. I was just reading the newspaper on the couch most of the time. There is always a drug violence article in the newspaper, it never fails.
Got done with breakfast and then went upstairs to take a nap. I took a 3 hour nap and then woke up to get ready. A couple of friend and I were volunteering at our schools concession stand for the basketball game. I took a quick shower and got ready. I was supposed to meet a friend at 4:45 pm, but I ended up getting there like at 5:05 pm. He got mad, but I told him to take a chill pill.
This was his first time and Ive been doing these for quite some time so I know all the drills and rules. When we got there we started prepping by bringing ice for the fountain drinks, making carriers for drinks and nachos, making popcorn, and bringing out the cups and lids. My supervisor broke us up into teams. My usual partner and myself were like the trainers. The two newbies (my friends) were given new positions. One was with me he was nothing, but my cashier. I did all the drinks. My other friend was doing nothing, but getting the cashiers orders like getting water, nachos, popcorn, hot dogs and sausages. There was another kid who I didnt know, but he was drink provider for my usual partner. There were 3 stations. I was in one my partner was in the other one and in the last one I had my supervisor. There are only two fountain drink dispensers so myself and the other kid have to be ready to attend the customers on our left and right.
Anyways, the game wasnt even packed, there were people, but not as many as other times. I expected a lot of customers, but it was quite dead. I like it when theres a ton of people to help because it makes it exciting, but not this time. It would have shown the newbies how it really gets, but maybe next time. Public events such as Cirque du Soliel are a lot funner too because there are twice as many people and we can sell beer. We have to pour the beer so I have experience in that AND we can put a tip cup which we can make money. The bad thing is I havent done a public event in a while. The ones that I did do were awesome because I got to Kiss and AC/DC for free just because I was working at the concession stand.
My school raped (sorry for the language) the other team real bad so people left really early. We closed up 5 minutes into the third quarter and started cleaning up. We got to eat some of the leftover hot dogs and took some popcorn home. The food paid off especially since we were all hungry. When business was slow I had my friends to talk to so that was good to keep each other busy and entertained.
We then left and our supervisor told us that if we wanted to come and help out on Wednesday and Saturday that would be great. I signed up for both days because I love doing this. The 4 of us signed up for Wednesday and 3 of us for Saturday, one wasnt sure if he would be free to go.
We drove to my friends house to chill, but he ended getting a call from his parents that he had to go to another city an hour away to drop off some meds. He was angry at that and we decided to take off. They invited us to go along with them, but I wasnt in the mood to be on the road for an hour and a half.
I came home and gave my mom the popcorn I had because she was watching a movie. I sat and watched the movie till it ended. I stopped at the laundry room and took most of our clothes upstairs. I do all the separating of clothes for me and my brother. He is very lazy and it irritates me when it comes to his clothes. My brother and his room is.... a mess! Thats a different story.
I put my clothes away and got on my laptop till around 2 am. I was tired and headed out to bed.
That sums up yesterday, pretty boring day, actually.
Oh I recommend the new Deadmau5 album 4x4=12 its really good. For those of you who dont know him, he plays techno music and djs for other artists as well. Check it out if you're into techno/trance/house music.
Until my next post.
Lates.
Friday, December 10, 2010
Freedom has never felt so good
Its official! Im done with this semester I just have to wait for my grades. We finally finished and turned in our project at 3 pm.
I went to bed very late today lets try 6:20 am and then I woke up at 11 am to go to the library and start the project. I havent had my usual 6-7 hours of sleep. I have headaches all the time and Im constantly falling asleep. Now I dont have to worry because I am free.
No more staying up late and drinking coffee to stay awake. Well it will happen again, but not for another semesters time. Now time to relax and catch up on those z's.
Last night I spent a good time talking to my boo and I loved every minute of it. Best night/morning to date.
Im suppose to watch a movie but I dont know if Ill end up falling asleep when it starts. I have family over so who knows. Im in my pjs and nothing can stop me from falling asleep. Well someone can, but he'll just tell me to go to sleep.
Oh, I want to thank all my readers out there because you have given my blog more than a thousand views and Im happy. I thought I would have never reach that number but for the past two weeks Ive been getting more views per day. Thanks, I hope you are all enjoying reading the things that happen every day of my life.
I like your feedback and I have changed the font so more of you dont have to strain your eyes to read my posts. All feedback is welcomed! Thanks.
Im not sure when Tron comes out, but I want to go see that movie. The soundtrack is awesome too, especially Derezzed by Daft Punk. That is one epic song and motivating.
Well Im off to lay down or see what the plans are.
Once again thank you guys!
Laters.
I went to bed very late today lets try 6:20 am and then I woke up at 11 am to go to the library and start the project. I havent had my usual 6-7 hours of sleep. I have headaches all the time and Im constantly falling asleep. Now I dont have to worry because I am free.
No more staying up late and drinking coffee to stay awake. Well it will happen again, but not for another semesters time. Now time to relax and catch up on those z's.
Last night I spent a good time talking to my boo and I loved every minute of it. Best night/morning to date.
Im suppose to watch a movie but I dont know if Ill end up falling asleep when it starts. I have family over so who knows. Im in my pjs and nothing can stop me from falling asleep. Well someone can, but he'll just tell me to go to sleep.
Oh, I want to thank all my readers out there because you have given my blog more than a thousand views and Im happy. I thought I would have never reach that number but for the past two weeks Ive been getting more views per day. Thanks, I hope you are all enjoying reading the things that happen every day of my life.
I like your feedback and I have changed the font so more of you dont have to strain your eyes to read my posts. All feedback is welcomed! Thanks.
Im not sure when Tron comes out, but I want to go see that movie. The soundtrack is awesome too, especially Derezzed by Daft Punk. That is one epic song and motivating.
Well Im off to lay down or see what the plans are.
Once again thank you guys!
Laters.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Done!
So I'm done with FINALS and now Im free of them for this semester. Im not celebrating my freedom just yet because I still have to finish a project, but right now Im resting up because I just had my swimming final. I swam 450 yards in 12 minutes so Im a little tired right now. Then Ill be driving back to school to finish up that group project then turn it in.
Tomorrow night Ill be celebrating my freedom! Im so excited!
Last night I drank 24 oz of coffee and today I woke up not feeling so good. Even though I was feeling a little sick I still had to get up and go back to school to study some more. Its been like hell this past week and I just want it to be over.
I just want to spend some time and talk to this beautiful boy I met. I hope he gets better too.
Well Im going to get something to eat then take a nap then go back to school and finish that damn project.
Laters.
Tomorrow night Ill be celebrating my freedom! Im so excited!
Last night I drank 24 oz of coffee and today I woke up not feeling so good. Even though I was feeling a little sick I still had to get up and go back to school to study some more. Its been like hell this past week and I just want it to be over.
I just want to spend some time and talk to this beautiful boy I met. I hope he gets better too.
Well Im going to get something to eat then take a nap then go back to school and finish that damn project.
Laters.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Studying
Today I will spend my night at the library studying for my final tomorrow. After my statistics final tomorrow I will have a swimming final. Once that one is done I am done for the semester.
I will be free at around 4 pm.
Im excited, but I know I have to stay focused just for 24 more hours and then I'll be free!
Wish me luck!
Laters.
I will be free at around 4 pm.
Im excited, but I know I have to stay focused just for 24 more hours and then I'll be free!
Wish me luck!
Laters.
Monday, December 6, 2010
My weekend revolved around paintball
Its been a while since I last posted and theres a reason behind it. It wasn't because I was lazy or just didnt have time. I did have time, but I wasnt at home all weekend. I was in San Antonio playing scenario or woodsball paintball. Here's how my friday led to my Sunday evening.
Thursday, I had come back from meeting a group of friends about our project. It was a waste of our time because we had decided on something so simple that we took 3 hours to just see what would be the outcome. We were at the library and of course they have tons of computers so each and one of us was on a computer. I was doing some homework for another class. Three others were doing the exact same thing until they noticed and decided that one person should do it. It all came down that I would do the revisions after they had submitted the draft. I agreed. I thought it was perfect. We all then left home.
I got home at around 11:30 pm. I still hadnt packed for the trip. I started packing and got done at around 12:20 am. I then took a shower and ended up going to bed at 2:00. I had to wake up at 5:30 am, but didnt get picked till around 7:00 am. So off we started our drive to San Antonio. I fell asleep a couple of times because I had only a couple of hours of sleep. We ended up driving for 10 hours that day.
We got into San Antonio and stayed at my dads apartment. Ate pizza, fell asleep, and froze at night.
Saturday, was abruptly woken up with my uncle throwing pillows at me >:( I threw two back. I got out of bed, took a quick shower and got ready. The night before I had resumed talking to a boy on the gyc who made me smile everytime I read his messages. He is really cute and I have just realized that Im a sucker for blonde blue eyed boys.
Anyways, we had to drive for an hour to our destination and in the meantime I was on the internet awaiting for any sign of a new message. This was all on my phone, which leads me to the reason why I didnt post. I just had my phone to pose and trying to write on my phone would take ages.
Finally got there and registered ourselves. I had never seen so many players. Sure, I have gone to other scenario games, but there werent as many players as there were in this one. I then starting getting ready by taking out my gun and setting it up. I walked onto the field and it was HUGE!!
I had loads of fun and by the end of the night I was exhausted. We ate some wings and called it a night.The next morning we have to wake up earlier. We drove again for an hour and got there, but it was freezing cold and windy. We had decided not to play because of the wind. This is why, paintballs are traveling at 268 fps (feet per second) and with 25 mph winds the ball instead of going straight follows the path of the wind. In other words, you will almost never hit your target. Its pointless to go out and play so we left. We got breakfast returned back to the apartment and started packing.
We drove back in 7 hours and was exhausted from the whole trip. I just lazed around and fell asleep. I woke up pretty late today and havent done much. I have to clean my gun and my equipment from Saturday so as not to damage the internal components of the gun.
Now Im just waiting for him to answer back. He gave me his number but he hasnt replied :/ I just want to hear from him and see how his day went. Well that recaps my weekend and why I couldnt post. Trying to write all of this in phone would have taken way to long and would have been frustrating with all the backspaces and errors.
I love paintball!
Laters.
Thursday, I had come back from meeting a group of friends about our project. It was a waste of our time because we had decided on something so simple that we took 3 hours to just see what would be the outcome. We were at the library and of course they have tons of computers so each and one of us was on a computer. I was doing some homework for another class. Three others were doing the exact same thing until they noticed and decided that one person should do it. It all came down that I would do the revisions after they had submitted the draft. I agreed. I thought it was perfect. We all then left home.
I got home at around 11:30 pm. I still hadnt packed for the trip. I started packing and got done at around 12:20 am. I then took a shower and ended up going to bed at 2:00. I had to wake up at 5:30 am, but didnt get picked till around 7:00 am. So off we started our drive to San Antonio. I fell asleep a couple of times because I had only a couple of hours of sleep. We ended up driving for 10 hours that day.
We got into San Antonio and stayed at my dads apartment. Ate pizza, fell asleep, and froze at night.
Saturday, was abruptly woken up with my uncle throwing pillows at me >:( I threw two back. I got out of bed, took a quick shower and got ready. The night before I had resumed talking to a boy on the gyc who made me smile everytime I read his messages. He is really cute and I have just realized that Im a sucker for blonde blue eyed boys.
Anyways, we had to drive for an hour to our destination and in the meantime I was on the internet awaiting for any sign of a new message. This was all on my phone, which leads me to the reason why I didnt post. I just had my phone to pose and trying to write on my phone would take ages.
Finally got there and registered ourselves. I had never seen so many players. Sure, I have gone to other scenario games, but there werent as many players as there were in this one. I then starting getting ready by taking out my gun and setting it up. I walked onto the field and it was HUGE!!
I had loads of fun and by the end of the night I was exhausted. We ate some wings and called it a night.The next morning we have to wake up earlier. We drove again for an hour and got there, but it was freezing cold and windy. We had decided not to play because of the wind. This is why, paintballs are traveling at 268 fps (feet per second) and with 25 mph winds the ball instead of going straight follows the path of the wind. In other words, you will almost never hit your target. Its pointless to go out and play so we left. We got breakfast returned back to the apartment and started packing.
We drove back in 7 hours and was exhausted from the whole trip. I just lazed around and fell asleep. I woke up pretty late today and havent done much. I have to clean my gun and my equipment from Saturday so as not to damage the internal components of the gun.
Now Im just waiting for him to answer back. He gave me his number but he hasnt replied :/ I just want to hear from him and see how his day went. Well that recaps my weekend and why I couldnt post. Trying to write all of this in phone would have taken way to long and would have been frustrating with all the backspaces and errors.
I love paintball!
Laters.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Two more weeks...
I've been so busy lately sometimes I get lost. I just need two more weeks and I'm done with the semester. I just have to take a final next week and one this week and Im done. Oh I also forgot one final for swimming on Thursday. I dont count it as a final because it will be easy, but I do have to remember what everything means. Especially the IMs and the cycles and when do they change. Its not so hard, but it can mess with you.
I've been thinking about the future too much especially how I will be leaving to UT Austin next semester. There are a couple of things I will miss dearly. They are my parents, brother and best friends. Im sure I will get homesick real soon and will want to come back, but I have to remain strong and achieve my goals. My six closest friends will be missed dearly. They have helped me so much with coming out and helping me with my relationships that I dont know how I can ever repay them. They have done so much for me the list and experiences are to long to be written down.
I try to spend as much time with them as possible. Not only my friends, but also my parents and my brother. My brother has complained that he doesnt want me to go and he will miss me a lot, it makes me sad when he tells me because I know I will miss him a lot. We're only a year apart and we have been through a lot. My mom will also miss me a lot and she has also told me and I can see it when she tells me and that also makes me sad. Im sure I will cry when they leave me and I will cry with my friends no doubt about that.
I have to make the most of the time I have here at home while I still can.
On another note, I will be leaving this weekend, well taking off Friday, to go paintballing. Im excited, but the person I wanted to go will not be joining us so Im a little bummed because of it. It's alright a weekend filled with paintballing is very exciting and fun.
Wednesdays I dont have class and tomorrow I have to wake up really early for a meeting. I usually wake up at 9 am everyday, but tomorrow I will be waking up at 7 am!! That is way too early for me, then I can come home and sleep some more and do the online test that I need in order for me to be done with the class.
What else..?
We've been putting Christmas decorations which is always fun for me and Ive liked so much. Christmas is probably the best time of the year! I love it. Not because of the presents, but because the family always gets united and we make lots of parties. Its fun. Its the spirit. The joy. Happiness. Ah! Im getting excited already, but I have to remain focused on my schoolwork then I can let loose.
So its been cold these past few days and Im hating it with a passion. Me and cold are not in good terms and never have been. I rather take of layers in the summer than freeze myself even when I have layers of clothes.
That's it for now...
Laters.
I've been thinking about the future too much especially how I will be leaving to UT Austin next semester. There are a couple of things I will miss dearly. They are my parents, brother and best friends. Im sure I will get homesick real soon and will want to come back, but I have to remain strong and achieve my goals. My six closest friends will be missed dearly. They have helped me so much with coming out and helping me with my relationships that I dont know how I can ever repay them. They have done so much for me the list and experiences are to long to be written down.
I try to spend as much time with them as possible. Not only my friends, but also my parents and my brother. My brother has complained that he doesnt want me to go and he will miss me a lot, it makes me sad when he tells me because I know I will miss him a lot. We're only a year apart and we have been through a lot. My mom will also miss me a lot and she has also told me and I can see it when she tells me and that also makes me sad. Im sure I will cry when they leave me and I will cry with my friends no doubt about that.
I have to make the most of the time I have here at home while I still can.
On another note, I will be leaving this weekend, well taking off Friday, to go paintballing. Im excited, but the person I wanted to go will not be joining us so Im a little bummed because of it. It's alright a weekend filled with paintballing is very exciting and fun.
Wednesdays I dont have class and tomorrow I have to wake up really early for a meeting. I usually wake up at 9 am everyday, but tomorrow I will be waking up at 7 am!! That is way too early for me, then I can come home and sleep some more and do the online test that I need in order for me to be done with the class.
What else..?
We've been putting Christmas decorations which is always fun for me and Ive liked so much. Christmas is probably the best time of the year! I love it. Not because of the presents, but because the family always gets united and we make lots of parties. Its fun. Its the spirit. The joy. Happiness. Ah! Im getting excited already, but I have to remain focused on my schoolwork then I can let loose.
So its been cold these past few days and Im hating it with a passion. Me and cold are not in good terms and never have been. I rather take of layers in the summer than freeze myself even when I have layers of clothes.
That's it for now...
Laters.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
From movies to now...
Thursday night was intense not only for the movie, but also for what happened on that day. So I arrived at the movie cinema around 6:45 pm, but movie was at midnight. Well guess what? There was already a good amount of line so we got there at the right time too. After about 2 minutes a group of guys walked behind us then a big group of students from a high school walked behind the other guys. The line started getting long fast.
The boy I had been waiting to see came and he looked handsome! I didnt tell him although I should have, but the words just didnt come out. Theres something about him that I cant take my eyes off of. No its not his package its his cute face, lol. It was good now it was my friend Lu and him. We started talking about movies and how I had seen none of the ones they were talking about.
After some chatting problems began. I had told Lu that there was this cute guy from the group of high school students and Im not sure if thats what triggered Le (the boy I like to be with) to get a little angry. I dont know what started it, but after that I could feel some tension. Like at 9:30 pm my other friend La showed up. La and Le got along pretty quickly. One thing led to the other and the next thing was that La my bff was siding with him. I felt betrayed and I had gotten mad at this point.
La and Le moved to an outlet to charge La's phone. They were talking nothing unusual, but I was still pissed. At 10:30 they started letting us in. I had Le's ticket and I was still upset so I just handed it to give him. I didnt talk to him for the rest of the movie. Well I did, but it was rather more of 3 bad words. When I had cussed at him its when I wanted to just leave, but I would have missed out on one of the best movies ever, so I stayed. Once the movie had started my anger had vanished and all I wanted was to hold his hand. Psh yeah right that wasnt going to happen after we were mad at each other. I thought he wanted too so I made the effort, but it was only my imagination playing tricks with me.
After the movie was over we walked to our cars. The nigh was icy cold. He didnt have a jacket and I felt bad for him so I offered to take him home. He said he could walk, but I wasnt going to let him. It was really really cold. Once we got into the car I had remembered I had a jacket in the back and I grabbed it and wrapped him in it. Although he protested against it at first, but after just ignoring him and wrapping him he accepted. It made me smile in my head. I dropped him off and later we both apoligized for our behavior.
Friday, I had a video game night with my friends and then went ice skating, but when we got there it was closing so we had just gone for nothing. My friend had wasted his gas for nothing and I got once again mad at my other friend for making us go. We then came back to my house, but my friend had to go home so he left. It just left me and another friend, Lug, we played some COD MW2 and I killed him, but he did well for his first time.
Saturday, oh yeah me and my bro put up christmas lights outside. My neighbor asked us if we were for hire, but we just laughed. I dont know if he was serious or not. After we had finished and turned them on our neighbors cheered for us and we cheered too. It was a fun day. I then went to visit my friend at his store. I bought two games and membership to play online for xbox. For those of you who know what Im talking about well yeah. Those of you who dont well its a membership where you buy and can renew if you were once a member. This membership allows you to play online with other people from around the world in a mutliplayer match for any game. The games I bought were Halo: Reach and COD: Black Ops. I chilled at his store for a while and played the wii. Some random kid walked up to me and started making a convo with me and I let him play the game I was playing. He then had to leave and we said our byes and he left. It was very random too. I then went back to talk to my friend when two of my other friend came in. It was cool but weird because they were dressed up real nice. They were going clubbing, but stopped by to say hi to my friend at the store. I thought that was random.
We talked for a while and told them where to go eat because they had asked me. We then said our byes and told them to be careful because they dressed up slutty although they arent sluts, trust me. I then left because my feet were aching from standing up all day and working outside.
Sunday, I did nothing I was just really lazy and tired. I took a nap and did some homework then went to bed. Nothing interesting or special happened.
Today, I got set up for a movie. I got there, but my friends were already inside and they had my ticket. I couldnt buy a ticket because it was an early screening of the movie faster. No one waited for me so I got mad and left. To add to it I drove and wasted my gas for nothing. Im still mad about it right now. The anger has washed away with the acceptance letter to the University of Texas at Austin School of Engineering. That made my whole night! I got into my dream school!
This is a long post, but its recapping the days I missed to post a post. Sorry that sounded redundant. Well until next post and see what happens from here on...
Laters.
The boy I had been waiting to see came and he looked handsome! I didnt tell him although I should have, but the words just didnt come out. Theres something about him that I cant take my eyes off of. No its not his package its his cute face, lol. It was good now it was my friend Lu and him. We started talking about movies and how I had seen none of the ones they were talking about.
After some chatting problems began. I had told Lu that there was this cute guy from the group of high school students and Im not sure if thats what triggered Le (the boy I like to be with) to get a little angry. I dont know what started it, but after that I could feel some tension. Like at 9:30 pm my other friend La showed up. La and Le got along pretty quickly. One thing led to the other and the next thing was that La my bff was siding with him. I felt betrayed and I had gotten mad at this point.
La and Le moved to an outlet to charge La's phone. They were talking nothing unusual, but I was still pissed. At 10:30 they started letting us in. I had Le's ticket and I was still upset so I just handed it to give him. I didnt talk to him for the rest of the movie. Well I did, but it was rather more of 3 bad words. When I had cussed at him its when I wanted to just leave, but I would have missed out on one of the best movies ever, so I stayed. Once the movie had started my anger had vanished and all I wanted was to hold his hand. Psh yeah right that wasnt going to happen after we were mad at each other. I thought he wanted too so I made the effort, but it was only my imagination playing tricks with me.
After the movie was over we walked to our cars. The nigh was icy cold. He didnt have a jacket and I felt bad for him so I offered to take him home. He said he could walk, but I wasnt going to let him. It was really really cold. Once we got into the car I had remembered I had a jacket in the back and I grabbed it and wrapped him in it. Although he protested against it at first, but after just ignoring him and wrapping him he accepted. It made me smile in my head. I dropped him off and later we both apoligized for our behavior.
Friday, I had a video game night with my friends and then went ice skating, but when we got there it was closing so we had just gone for nothing. My friend had wasted his gas for nothing and I got once again mad at my other friend for making us go. We then came back to my house, but my friend had to go home so he left. It just left me and another friend, Lug, we played some COD MW2 and I killed him, but he did well for his first time.
Saturday, oh yeah me and my bro put up christmas lights outside. My neighbor asked us if we were for hire, but we just laughed. I dont know if he was serious or not. After we had finished and turned them on our neighbors cheered for us and we cheered too. It was a fun day. I then went to visit my friend at his store. I bought two games and membership to play online for xbox. For those of you who know what Im talking about well yeah. Those of you who dont well its a membership where you buy and can renew if you were once a member. This membership allows you to play online with other people from around the world in a mutliplayer match for any game. The games I bought were Halo: Reach and COD: Black Ops. I chilled at his store for a while and played the wii. Some random kid walked up to me and started making a convo with me and I let him play the game I was playing. He then had to leave and we said our byes and he left. It was very random too. I then went back to talk to my friend when two of my other friend came in. It was cool but weird because they were dressed up real nice. They were going clubbing, but stopped by to say hi to my friend at the store. I thought that was random.
We talked for a while and told them where to go eat because they had asked me. We then said our byes and told them to be careful because they dressed up slutty although they arent sluts, trust me. I then left because my feet were aching from standing up all day and working outside.
Sunday, I did nothing I was just really lazy and tired. I took a nap and did some homework then went to bed. Nothing interesting or special happened.
Today, I got set up for a movie. I got there, but my friends were already inside and they had my ticket. I couldnt buy a ticket because it was an early screening of the movie faster. No one waited for me so I got mad and left. To add to it I drove and wasted my gas for nothing. Im still mad about it right now. The anger has washed away with the acceptance letter to the University of Texas at Austin School of Engineering. That made my whole night! I got into my dream school!
This is a long post, but its recapping the days I missed to post a post. Sorry that sounded redundant. Well until next post and see what happens from here on...
Laters.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
One day before...
I didnt write a post yesterday after I said I would. All that happened yesterday was that I went to class and then went to swimming afterwards. I did forget my towel and goggles at the house so I had drive back and get them.
Yesterday in Statistics we were doing an activity and we got to eat 100 M&Ms which was awesome. After the class ended the girl in front of me asked me if I wanted their hundred pieces because they would get a stomach ache so I said sure! More candy for me! :)
Then swimming was fun especially since we are diving for all the different types of strokes. I still cant get it right, but I will soon. Tomorrow I have swimming again and we will be doing the same again, but this time we'll do relay dives. Looking forward to it.
So what I cant wait is that Harry Potter comes out Friday midnight, but tomorrow I will be waiting in line with my friends to see the movie. Im excited. I hope its something similar to the book, but we'll see.
Other than that nothing interesting has happened. I asked advice from my friends for the situation of the two boys that I guess like me? Two of them said I should break hearts, but that sounds cruel and mean. Then again I thought if I don't do it then it will be done to me, so maybe it is a good thing. I have to give it some deep thought. Then I think they're right. Let me finish with them and start looking for someone else. Someone who meets my expectations and what I want.
Looking for someone is really especially since Im not really out out, but I am out. Also, I have a poor gaydar that doesn't help me at all.
No one has approached me yet if they read these posts. I'll just keep writing because it feels nice to let some of all of this out. Its like writing to someone, but not knowing who they are. Writing is something I like to do for a hobby not as a profession.
Until next post.
Laters.
Monday, November 15, 2010
An update...
So, its been a while since I last posted here. A lot has happened good and bad.
Let's start. Well I did get out and see that boy and it was a great day. It wasn't what I thought would happen, but I liked what happened towards the end. I lied down across his legs and he brought his arms over my chest. We were in the back of the nissan cube. There wasn't enough space so we went in the back. That was the best ride back to my friends house. Really romantic. Now I miss him.
You ask yourselves why am I missing him when I can text him or call him. Well thats the thing. It brings up the bad things that have happened. They way I saw it was the when Call of Duty: Black Ops came out he put his video game before me. All he did was play COD. What a way to set his priorities and that got me mad. I confronted him about and we sorted it out or at least I thought. He told me he was sick. I told my friends and one of them tells me he is lying. I believe him, but I don't know what to think. I just told him to be careful while taking his meds and not to overdose. I hope he gets well soon so I can see him.
This one guy who I added me facebook claimed to know me when he didn't. I accepted him and then we started chatting. What he did next was creepy. He stalked my photos and profile. Creepy much? I think so. I told him and he was like "I know" I was like wtf? You're mega weird. Then he asked me when are you going to take me out for dinner? I was like "Woah chill there I don't even know you and you want me to take you out on a date?" He was like "yeah sure why not?" I said "I don't even know you very well and you want me to take you out". So it has been weird with that kid.
I just realized that I have 4 more weeks of school before the semester is over. That is quick and time is not on my side. I still have a lot to do and its not homework related.
Oh my ex started talking to me again and it has been ok. Today I saw him and we just chilled. We watched movies. After today I am confused on who I like now. I still have feelings for him, but I also have feelings for the other boy. Im just so confused. Ugh I hate this...
I also got into a huge fight with one of my friends and that lasted well not a long time, but it did seem like it was forever. I was just trying to protect my bff and then I said something and thats where he got mad at me. I was getting so tired with it I didn't care if I lost him as a friend. In the end, I had to make things right and we dropped the whole thing. Now we are playing a mean joke on all of our friends around us. They still think we are not friends and hate each other. We are going to make a scene and then just laugh it off.
Ugh... I have a headache right now and I think its because Im lacking sleep. Then I have swimming tomorrow, but Im looking forward to it because we are diving now and that is mega fun. I just hate it when my goggles come down and I cant afford to open my eyes in the water. There's just to much chlorine in there and I'll end up with super red irritated eyes.
What else?
Im sorry for taking so long to post. I don't know who reads my posts because no one has written comments on my posts other than that other boy who got comment cherry. Other than that no one. So sorry to you, my readers.
Maybe I'll post tomorrow. Can't wait for Thursday midnight thats when Harry Potter: The Deathly Hallows Part 1 shows. Got my ticket and so my friends just got to wait it out in line lol. I am soooo stoked!!
Laters.
Let's start. Well I did get out and see that boy and it was a great day. It wasn't what I thought would happen, but I liked what happened towards the end. I lied down across his legs and he brought his arms over my chest. We were in the back of the nissan cube. There wasn't enough space so we went in the back. That was the best ride back to my friends house. Really romantic. Now I miss him.
You ask yourselves why am I missing him when I can text him or call him. Well thats the thing. It brings up the bad things that have happened. They way I saw it was the when Call of Duty: Black Ops came out he put his video game before me. All he did was play COD. What a way to set his priorities and that got me mad. I confronted him about and we sorted it out or at least I thought. He told me he was sick. I told my friends and one of them tells me he is lying. I believe him, but I don't know what to think. I just told him to be careful while taking his meds and not to overdose. I hope he gets well soon so I can see him.
This one guy who I added me facebook claimed to know me when he didn't. I accepted him and then we started chatting. What he did next was creepy. He stalked my photos and profile. Creepy much? I think so. I told him and he was like "I know" I was like wtf? You're mega weird. Then he asked me when are you going to take me out for dinner? I was like "Woah chill there I don't even know you and you want me to take you out on a date?" He was like "yeah sure why not?" I said "I don't even know you very well and you want me to take you out". So it has been weird with that kid.
I just realized that I have 4 more weeks of school before the semester is over. That is quick and time is not on my side. I still have a lot to do and its not homework related.
Oh my ex started talking to me again and it has been ok. Today I saw him and we just chilled. We watched movies. After today I am confused on who I like now. I still have feelings for him, but I also have feelings for the other boy. Im just so confused. Ugh I hate this...
I also got into a huge fight with one of my friends and that lasted well not a long time, but it did seem like it was forever. I was just trying to protect my bff and then I said something and thats where he got mad at me. I was getting so tired with it I didn't care if I lost him as a friend. In the end, I had to make things right and we dropped the whole thing. Now we are playing a mean joke on all of our friends around us. They still think we are not friends and hate each other. We are going to make a scene and then just laugh it off.
Ugh... I have a headache right now and I think its because Im lacking sleep. Then I have swimming tomorrow, but Im looking forward to it because we are diving now and that is mega fun. I just hate it when my goggles come down and I cant afford to open my eyes in the water. There's just to much chlorine in there and I'll end up with super red irritated eyes.
What else?
Im sorry for taking so long to post. I don't know who reads my posts because no one has written comments on my posts other than that other boy who got comment cherry. Other than that no one. So sorry to you, my readers.
Maybe I'll post tomorrow. Can't wait for Thursday midnight thats when Harry Potter: The Deathly Hallows Part 1 shows. Got my ticket and so my friends just got to wait it out in line lol. I am soooo stoked!!
Laters.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Excited for tomorrow
Today was tiring. I've been sleeping late and have been having trouble to get up in the morning. Getting up late leads to me being late to class. Yesterday I was late and today I was late once again. Tomorrow I have no class which is beast! Along with today I had swimming. That tired me out BIG time. Don't get me wrong I love it and I like swimming, but damn today we started to doing the turns and I ended up with so much water up my nose that my head hurts a little right now.
So the reason Im excited for tomorrow is because I get to see the boy I just met. Not only that, but we both have feelings for each other. He dedicated a song to me and oh my gosh I loved. I told asked him if thats how he felts towards me and he said it fully described how he felt towards me. Im still trying to find a song to dedicate to him. I know I have a lot so trying to find will be kind of hard in the 2200 songs that I have. For him nothing is impossible.
I dont know what to expect tomorrow, but I know that both of us will have a good time. And no Im not talking about anything sexual going down. More along the lines of love and affection for each other. Love is not about sex. Although a lot of people associate it with love. Sure it is part of love and should have a balance in there too, but not all the time or even before getting to know the person.
Oh and I had to cut off one of my friends. He had a big crush on me and I liked him as a friend. I was starting to fall for him, but then I met the other boy and I immediately fell for him. The way things were going with the friend I cut off it would have caused problems for me in the future. It was probably the hardest thing I did, but I want to do this right. My last relationship was way too fast and complex. If this turns out well then I will try to talk to him again if he wants to. I've never done this and if he doesn't want to talk to me anymore then Im sorry. I wont force him to do anything or would I force anyone to do anything.
Couple of things to do tomorrow morning: 1) Wash my car 2) get a haircut 3) shower 4) get gas and then go and get him. Just a couple of hours more and the wait will be over.
So the reason Im excited for tomorrow is because I get to see the boy I just met. Not only that, but we both have feelings for each other. He dedicated a song to me and oh my gosh I loved. I told asked him if thats how he felts towards me and he said it fully described how he felt towards me. Im still trying to find a song to dedicate to him. I know I have a lot so trying to find will be kind of hard in the 2200 songs that I have. For him nothing is impossible.
I dont know what to expect tomorrow, but I know that both of us will have a good time. And no Im not talking about anything sexual going down. More along the lines of love and affection for each other. Love is not about sex. Although a lot of people associate it with love. Sure it is part of love and should have a balance in there too, but not all the time or even before getting to know the person.
Oh and I had to cut off one of my friends. He had a big crush on me and I liked him as a friend. I was starting to fall for him, but then I met the other boy and I immediately fell for him. The way things were going with the friend I cut off it would have caused problems for me in the future. It was probably the hardest thing I did, but I want to do this right. My last relationship was way too fast and complex. If this turns out well then I will try to talk to him again if he wants to. I've never done this and if he doesn't want to talk to me anymore then Im sorry. I wont force him to do anything or would I force anyone to do anything.
Couple of things to do tomorrow morning: 1) Wash my car 2) get a haircut 3) shower 4) get gas and then go and get him. Just a couple of hours more and the wait will be over.
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Grounded lol
Its been a while since Ive posted something and Im not so sure people are reading this but I think a couple are.
Anyways, this past week has been crazy and exciting. I had 3 exams and did well on all three which was awesome. Im finally done with calculus so now I dont have to take that class. Wednesdays and Fridays no school which is beast. Everything was good. Thursday night was just filled with playing games such as Gears of War 2 with my brother. It had been a while since I played but had the urge to play for a while.
Friday was awesome. I chilled with my friends and watched Jackass 3D. The movie was hilarious and my two friends were the loudest there. Good times. I picked up a friend that I was going to meet for the first time. We had talked over on the gyc. Then we headed to the movies. After the movie we chilled at my friends house. We played some Halo Reach and then watched the Pink Panther 2. I fell asleep in some parts and by the time I checked my phone it was 4:00 am. Two of my friends were passed out.
The above is not important what is important is how the friend I met for the first time well he made my whole night. For him being his first time with me and my friends he got along fast and well. Speaking Spanish with was awesome because I dont know a lot of gay/bi people that speak Spanish. He was mega cute and wanted to just hug him because he was cold, but denied it. I was just afraid of how he would have reacted if I would have made a move. I kept it to myself instead. After dropping him off I received a text message that made me feel warm after reading it. I also smiled after reading it. Lets see what happens afterwards.
When I got home I knew I was in trouble, because I have a curfew with my parents and I had gone over by 2 hours. I received a nice boring pointless lecture from my mom. I then was woken up at 11 am after falling asleep at 5:30 am. So I got to sleep for 5 1/2 hours. Luckily I havent had a headache, but I know I will soon.
Oh and tomorrow is Halloween and I will be trick or treating. You are never to young to go trick or treating. I already bought my costume which is badass.
I will be the evil jester for Halloween. I like it, but there was another one that I had my eyes on before I chose this one. 
The red one was the one I wanted in the beginning, but the store didnt have it in my size so I settled for the black and white. The only things Im missing is the black gloves but I have black gloves so thats ok. So today I have been grounded and that is why I have time to write this post.
In a comment tell me which one you guys like, the red/black evil jester or the black/white evil jester?
Anyways, this past week has been crazy and exciting. I had 3 exams and did well on all three which was awesome. Im finally done with calculus so now I dont have to take that class. Wednesdays and Fridays no school which is beast. Everything was good. Thursday night was just filled with playing games such as Gears of War 2 with my brother. It had been a while since I played but had the urge to play for a while.
Friday was awesome. I chilled with my friends and watched Jackass 3D. The movie was hilarious and my two friends were the loudest there. Good times. I picked up a friend that I was going to meet for the first time. We had talked over on the gyc. Then we headed to the movies. After the movie we chilled at my friends house. We played some Halo Reach and then watched the Pink Panther 2. I fell asleep in some parts and by the time I checked my phone it was 4:00 am. Two of my friends were passed out.
The above is not important what is important is how the friend I met for the first time well he made my whole night. For him being his first time with me and my friends he got along fast and well. Speaking Spanish with was awesome because I dont know a lot of gay/bi people that speak Spanish. He was mega cute and wanted to just hug him because he was cold, but denied it. I was just afraid of how he would have reacted if I would have made a move. I kept it to myself instead. After dropping him off I received a text message that made me feel warm after reading it. I also smiled after reading it. Lets see what happens afterwards.
When I got home I knew I was in trouble, because I have a curfew with my parents and I had gone over by 2 hours. I received a nice boring pointless lecture from my mom. I then was woken up at 11 am after falling asleep at 5:30 am. So I got to sleep for 5 1/2 hours. Luckily I havent had a headache, but I know I will soon.
Oh and tomorrow is Halloween and I will be trick or treating. You are never to young to go trick or treating. I already bought my costume which is badass.
I will be the evil jester for Halloween. I like it, but there was another one that I had my eyes on before I chose this one. The red one was the one I wanted in the beginning, but the store didnt have it in my size so I settled for the black and white. The only things Im missing is the black gloves but I have black gloves so thats ok. So today I have been grounded and that is why I have time to write this post. In a comment tell me which one you guys like, the red/black evil jester or the black/white evil jester?
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Past Three Days
Had a good weekend these past three days. Ive noticed a lot of different things going on and its going to get some getting used to.
On Friday, I saw the movie RED and it was pretty good. The action was nice and the movie wasnt as boring as I thought. Maybe it was because Bruce Willis was in it. Although I was kept busy by texting three different gay/bi people which was fun lol. Some messages were naughty, but none of the content will be said.
On Saturday, I had volunteered for a childrens spooktacular event. It was quite boring at the beginning because I had nothing to do, but towards the end me and a group of friends were selected to help with the haunted house. That was fun. Although, it was bad scaring kids that were crying already. When that happened I didnt scare them or even show myself. We were behind black curtains so we had the option to pop out or not. There were word signals such as "Crow" as to not be scary more for like little kids. Then there was "Scarecrow" which was supposed to be scary for audiences. After a while there was extreme scarecrow and I was like wtf is that? We all did our best and it was kinda funny while everyone played their part. I had fun and then we just kind of disappeared because we had been there for a long time.
Afterwards, I headed towards my friends house and watched a movie then went to the college football game. We lost, I thought we had hope, but they made stupid mistakes and lost. To eat we headed to Carl's Jr. and that had been my first complete meal throughout the day :/
All day I had a headache because of sleep deprivation and all I needed was some sleep. Even now typing this I want to sleep, but I know I have to study for a couple of exams on Tuesday and Wednesday.
Well got to go. I'll write on Wednesday night.
On Friday, I saw the movie RED and it was pretty good. The action was nice and the movie wasnt as boring as I thought. Maybe it was because Bruce Willis was in it. Although I was kept busy by texting three different gay/bi people which was fun lol. Some messages were naughty, but none of the content will be said.
On Saturday, I had volunteered for a childrens spooktacular event. It was quite boring at the beginning because I had nothing to do, but towards the end me and a group of friends were selected to help with the haunted house. That was fun. Although, it was bad scaring kids that were crying already. When that happened I didnt scare them or even show myself. We were behind black curtains so we had the option to pop out or not. There were word signals such as "Crow" as to not be scary more for like little kids. Then there was "Scarecrow" which was supposed to be scary for audiences. After a while there was extreme scarecrow and I was like wtf is that? We all did our best and it was kinda funny while everyone played their part. I had fun and then we just kind of disappeared because we had been there for a long time.
Afterwards, I headed towards my friends house and watched a movie then went to the college football game. We lost, I thought we had hope, but they made stupid mistakes and lost. To eat we headed to Carl's Jr. and that had been my first complete meal throughout the day :/
All day I had a headache because of sleep deprivation and all I needed was some sleep. Even now typing this I want to sleep, but I know I have to study for a couple of exams on Tuesday and Wednesday.
Well got to go. I'll write on Wednesday night.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Purple
Ive been so busy with school work. Tomorrow is going to be a nightmare with the loads and loads of homework I have. Hopefully Ill make it through the end of the day. I have to make up a swimming class tomorrow. I have a meeting to go tomorrow. The best part is going to a friends birthday party. I know its a school night, but I wont stay there all day. I think thats the only good thing about tomorrow.
Also, tomorrow I wonder how many people will wear purple. Purple is spirit for the LGBT community and against homophobia. Its a day to remember all the lives that have been lost because of bullying towards gay kids. I will need to find something pruple for tomorrow. If I cant then I know that I am against homophobia, obviously, and I support the LGBT community.
Got to head off, sooo tired.
Also, tomorrow I wonder how many people will wear purple. Purple is spirit for the LGBT community and against homophobia. Its a day to remember all the lives that have been lost because of bullying towards gay kids. I will need to find something pruple for tomorrow. If I cant then I know that I am against homophobia, obviously, and I support the LGBT community.
Got to head off, sooo tired.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
7th day
What a day today! Today was unexpected especially that emergency at 3 am. My brother, fell asleep at the wheel I dont know how long, but he did some damage to his tires. Thank God nothing bad happened to him such as a rollover or a crash. He blew out two tires. That is still dangerous especially on the highway. I wasnt thinking clearly when I was awoken all I was thinking about was my brother. I just grabbed a light jacket and got into the car and drove to him. It was a little bit cold outside and over here trying to get better with my cold. Ugh! My mom was with me and she was worried, obviously and mad. We found him and yeah he messed both of his rims. Got home like at 4:30 and couldnt fall asleep so went to bed at around 5:30. Then woke up at 9 am for church which I was late too :/ Thinking I could go back to sleep, after church nope I was wrong. Went to get new tires and that took forever. Didnt come home till 1 pm and ate breakfast/lunch at that time. Took a nice nap which was need for all of us. After that just watched football games and got me pissed at the cowboys...again!!! The coach has to go! Romo needs dedicate more time to his passes! Miles Austin needs to start putting more effort into the game and start catching some passes.
Frustrating day today the only highlight was driving the M3 we own. That was fun to church lol other than that my day was frustrating.
Frustrating day today the only highlight was driving the M3 we own. That was fun to church lol other than that my day was frustrating.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
The weekend
I think Ill skip the introduction, but I don't think that's a good idea. So a little about myself then. I am 20 although as you can see in my picture I don't really look 20. Yes, I know I look young and I like it lol. I love the outdoors and enjoy playing football, soccer, volleyball and paintball with my friends. My personal favorite sport is paintball which I have been playing for more than five years now. About a week ago, I had a paintball scenario game. A scenario game is way different from a regular paintball game you hear about all the time. In a paintball game that you hear a lot about are those that are played within five minutes or three minutes with 3 to 7 man teams. Those are quick and fun to watch and play, but a scenario game is on another level. Scenario games are big and when I say big I mean it. Your team is made up of 80 to 150+ players on each side. There are only two teams. The playing field is also big maybe about 2 miles? Or somewhere along those lines. I like this type of game a lot more because you have a longer period of time to play. You have all day to play the game and you are even given the option of going in and out of the game for a break or to reload on paintballs and air. Another cool thing about this is that you can play out missions and complete them. Of course, you arent the only side trying to complete the mission so trying to finish a mission could take a while especially since there's way to many players. Oh and playing is 2 days so that makes a lot more fun and also to catch up or beat the other team in points. At the end of the second day, the points are totaled up and the winning team or side is announced. So that trip made my weekend.
Back to my introduction, so I am bisexual and I just came out of a relationship with a boy. It lasted a good two months, but things started going south after the first month. I wont go into detail now, but maybe later. Like my friends have said "Time will heal" so far its been rough because I'm reminded of him and I think about him. Its been better, but still its hard. Anyways, Im in college now and Im majoring in Bio-Medical. I dont exactly know what I want to do yet, but once I get into med school Ill decide from there. Now my major goal is to do well on the MCAT.
Well a little about what I have done over the weekend. Yesterday I went to a corn maze which was my third time, but the only difference was that this time it was at night. Its a lot better at night than in the day. It just seems a lot more challenging and fun. I think the only drawback was that it was packed and there was a good amount of people there. That was annoying. Other than that it was cool, but I got to say we made it out in 30 minutes and theres another maze, but we didnt feel like going to that one. Instead we bought corn and ate. It was a good night overall except for the fact that most or I should say almost all of my friends took off early. The excuse "We're all tired" I mean come on of what? Its a Friday and a time to get together as the "crew" as we call it and create memories. Yes our crew consists of a good amount of people and we are adding friends all the time so our group has gotten bigger. I can also say that our group is diverse and what I mean is that we have guys and girls from different classifications. We have freshmen up to juniors in our group. That doesnt matter though its the memories we will always remember that count.
Today was rather boring, but sucessful I guess. I volunteered to help at a information booth and tell incoming freshmen about the pre-reqs and courses that a pre-med has to take. It was fun because it gave me the sense of being a pre-professional. Informing students felt good and from my experience letting them know what to do and not to do was great. I came back home and just lazed around. Went to buy some frozen yoghurt which was melting by the time we got home, but it was still good. Just finished some genetics homework and now writing a new post. I dont know if Ill go and hang out with some friends, but if they do call then Ill be up for it.
This brings to my closing. I hope you enjoyed reading this comment and you'll probably hear from me tomorrow and if not then sometime during the week. The post tomorrow wont be as long as it was today, but its better than nothing. Have a good night or a good day.
Back to my introduction, so I am bisexual and I just came out of a relationship with a boy. It lasted a good two months, but things started going south after the first month. I wont go into detail now, but maybe later. Like my friends have said "Time will heal" so far its been rough because I'm reminded of him and I think about him. Its been better, but still its hard. Anyways, Im in college now and Im majoring in Bio-Medical. I dont exactly know what I want to do yet, but once I get into med school Ill decide from there. Now my major goal is to do well on the MCAT.
Well a little about what I have done over the weekend. Yesterday I went to a corn maze which was my third time, but the only difference was that this time it was at night. Its a lot better at night than in the day. It just seems a lot more challenging and fun. I think the only drawback was that it was packed and there was a good amount of people there. That was annoying. Other than that it was cool, but I got to say we made it out in 30 minutes and theres another maze, but we didnt feel like going to that one. Instead we bought corn and ate. It was a good night overall except for the fact that most or I should say almost all of my friends took off early. The excuse "We're all tired" I mean come on of what? Its a Friday and a time to get together as the "crew" as we call it and create memories. Yes our crew consists of a good amount of people and we are adding friends all the time so our group has gotten bigger. I can also say that our group is diverse and what I mean is that we have guys and girls from different classifications. We have freshmen up to juniors in our group. That doesnt matter though its the memories we will always remember that count.
Today was rather boring, but sucessful I guess. I volunteered to help at a information booth and tell incoming freshmen about the pre-reqs and courses that a pre-med has to take. It was fun because it gave me the sense of being a pre-professional. Informing students felt good and from my experience letting them know what to do and not to do was great. I came back home and just lazed around. Went to buy some frozen yoghurt which was melting by the time we got home, but it was still good. Just finished some genetics homework and now writing a new post. I dont know if Ill go and hang out with some friends, but if they do call then Ill be up for it.
This brings to my closing. I hope you enjoyed reading this comment and you'll probably hear from me tomorrow and if not then sometime during the week. The post tomorrow wont be as long as it was today, but its better than nothing. Have a good night or a good day.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
New to this blog thing
This is the first post for my new blog. I am very new to this and while I was looking around at the settings and design I got lost with all the options and such. I left them how they were by default I did do some changes to the ones I understood. I'm kind of excited for this blog although I dont know what to expect. I was considering adding ads to my blog and make money, but I thought it was a hassle and it might bother my future readers. I for one dont like ads so Im thinking ahead for my readers. I may be looking to far into the future with already thinking about my readers. I wasnt sure what to write on my first post, but as you have been reading it was basically the set up and my confusement on how to use this. Just a heads up, I might start making words up which you will be like "I dont think thats a word or what was that?!?!". I might get lazy on my typing, but I guarantee that you wont be reading something that will be hard to understand. I might also add that I will also forget to write in some words because Ill be thinking on what to say, but it will not all come out the way I was thinking. Anyways, Im going to wrap this up. Tell me what I should write on my next post, maybe and introduction to myself or my interests and whatnot? I think Ill do that. I might need some help with all the settings and stuff.
Well 'till next time!
Well 'till next time!
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