I think I forgot to write the weekly post last week and I'm sorry. Well let's see this past week I had semi free week and what I mean by that was that I had no tests. This week I have one test and Im already studying for it. I also have an essay due and I don't feel like writing so much, but I have to do it.
The end of the semester is close for me. I am done with the semester on May 17th. That is soo near and I'm scared but for the next couple of weeks I will have no life and it's going to be all about the books.
Other than school I've just playing ping pong with my friends and I guess you can say that I get better? The only thing that irritates me is that when my friend starts to lose she gets mad and hits the ping pong balls hard and if you hit them hard enough you can break them. Buying extra balls is something you want to stay away from because you have to spend money on that and it wouldn't be something we have to do if it weren't for her hitting the balls so hard. We should set a rule where if you break it you buy it, just like at the stores. We each have our own paddles so if we break those we have to buy another one and so far everyone takes care of them.
Love life? Nothing to exciting. Im just talking to this one boy is really amazing and sweet and well everything someone could ever want. Been talking to him for 3 straight months everyday and that is something I've never done with anyone before. We don't get bored of each other and that says a lot. There's just one problem, he's far away from me, but in the states nonetheless which is good. We love each other, but we both told each other that you could date other people, but there's this problem and it's that we'll both get jealous of the other person. We are not boyfriends or anything just because of the distance but we do love each other. Does that make sense. I feel like it doesn't to you guys reading this. We don't want to limit each other to who we see, but if we do find someone that even though we will be with someone in the end we matter to each other. Did that confuse you? I sure hope not. Right now I don't see myself with anyone because I love him so much. If I do get with someone it will just end in a disaster because he (with who I love right now) will be on my mind constantly. I told him that and he said it was fine, but I don't think it is. I can wait for him, I've done it before I got my first boyfriend but I don't know if he can. I don't to have the feeling as if I'm controlling him because I'm not and I don't want that for him.
Enough of that. Anyways, I can't wait to be finished with this semester and go back home with my family and friends. I haven't seen them in forever and I really miss them. I feel alone over here and even though I have friends it doesn't fill that gap you get from your family and your first friends. *sigh* just a couple of more weeks.
I didnt know what to write so I just wrote what was at the top of my head. It was just talk and nothing like what I have done in the past week(s). It's just school that I do everyday. I'm a slave to it right now :/
Well thanks for reading this post,
John
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