Today was bleh

Im tired and I have so much reading to do. That's what the weekend is for right? Just a couple of more days and I'm done! Im excited but nervous for the exams :/


Today we, my friends and I, played some ping pong and it was ok. I mean it was fun and we laughed a lot but towards the end I guess we were just tired and we weren't as active as before. I love playing it but when I lose games by a great difference is because I know im tired. Afterwards we went to get some frozen yogurt, but just the fact that we had to walk to get there was horrible. My feet were already hurting :/ 

I finally got to the bus stop after all the goodbyes and what not then just got home a little while ago. Im looking forward to sleep tonight because Im so tired. Other than that today was pretty normal I guess. I met a lesbian lol. She's pretty chill. This week I had an exam and I thought I did well so I can't wait to see my grade. 

Tomorrow I want to get a haircut cause I have super long hair and I can't even style it anymore :/ I also want to wash my car! It's so dirty :( So I have share of things to do tomorrow. Oh and I also want to see Fast Five. I love cars so that movie is a must see. 


I dont know what else to talk about :/ 
I'll post next week after my two exams :( 

The end is near

I think I forgot to write the weekly post last week and I'm sorry. Well let's see this past week I had semi free week and what I mean by that was that I had no tests. This week I have one test and Im already studying for it. I also have an essay due and I don't feel like writing so much, but I have to do it. 

The end of the semester is close for me. I am done with the semester on May 17th. That is soo near and I'm scared but for the next couple of weeks I will have no life and it's going to be all about the books. 

Other than school I've just playing ping pong with my friends and I guess you can say that I get better? The only thing that irritates me is that when my friend starts to lose she gets mad and hits the ping pong balls hard and if you hit them hard enough you can break them. Buying extra balls is something you want to stay away from because you have to spend money on that and it wouldn't be something we have to do if it weren't for her hitting the balls so hard. We should set a rule where if you break it you buy it, just like at the stores. We each have our own paddles so if we break those we have to buy another one and so far everyone takes care of them.

Love life? Nothing to exciting. Im just talking to this one boy is really amazing and sweet and well everything someone could ever want. Been talking to him for 3 straight months everyday and that is something I've never done with anyone before. We don't get bored of each other and that says a lot. There's just one problem, he's far away from me, but in the states nonetheless which is good. We love each other, but we both told each other that you could date other people, but there's this problem and it's that we'll both get jealous of the other person. We are not boyfriends or anything just because of the distance but we do love each other. Does that make sense. I feel like it doesn't to you guys reading this. We don't want to limit each other to who we see, but if we do find someone that even though we will be with someone in the end we matter to each other. Did that confuse you? I sure hope not. Right now I don't see myself with anyone because I love him so much. If I do get with someone it will just end in a disaster because he (with who I love right now) will be on my mind constantly. I told him that and he said it was fine, but I don't think it is. I can wait for him, I've done it before I got my first boyfriend but I don't know if he can. I don't to have the feeling as if I'm controlling him because I'm not and I don't want that for him. 

Enough of that. Anyways, I can't wait to be finished with this semester and go back home with my family and friends. I haven't seen them in forever and I really miss them. I feel alone over here and even though I have friends it doesn't fill that gap you get from your family and your first friends. *sigh* just a couple of more weeks. 

I didnt know what to write so I just wrote what was at the top of my head. It was just talk and nothing like what I have done in the past week(s). It's just school that I do everyday. I'm a slave to it right now :/ 

Well thanks for reading this post, 

John 

Been a while

So its been a while since I last posted, actually it's been a long time. Time isn't really on my side. Sunday I did an all nighter and managed 3 hours of sleep in the morning making me skip my first class. I had an exam later that day at 6 pm. I feel like I did great just waiting on the grades. Other than that I've been having headaches back and forth. Ugh I hate them and its because I haven't slept enough. I've been trying to catch up on my sleep, but it is hard with hw about every night.

I do fall asleep in some of the lectures and only because the class or I should say the lectures are in big auditoriums so I can dose off for a little bit. Also, the great thing about owning a macbook pro is that it has recording capabilities with Microsoft Word so I record the lectures. It's also a great way to study.

Outside of school I've been playing ping pong with my friends so its a good way to release some of the stress accumulated every week. I also play Black Ops on the weekends only because during the week I dont have the time also another way to let some of the stress off. 

I don't know what else to say. There a lot of cute boys over her and I like looking I dont stop them because I usually see them while walking to a class :/ Oh and they're not the same boys all the time. There's so many people that I never see the same cute boy more than 3 times. oh well. 

Little update for my readers out there if I still have some. Probably won't post anything until someone comments on this. Just so I don't waste my time writing to no one. 

Well adios (goodbye)!!